Some dream

WASUP WASUP

This morning, I had this dream , those type of dreams that once you wake up, you'd wanna fall back asleep and continue that dream, a dream that has the ability to make you feel distraught and aching in the chest.
Those were one of my dreams, In the dream; I was playing basketball for the AND1 team :L dribbling out the tall american guys , hahaha big dreams i have ROFL :L anyways, when the game finished ; the scene changed dramatically to a quiet, scene with the song "Concrete Angel" in the background .__.

& i suddenly saw myself writing a song .. consisting of 5 pages , but when i wrote these songs .. it wasn't on some white piece of paper ` it was on a piece of clay o_O with all my words for the song carved into it.

As i walked around , i saw this girl on the other side of the room, holding up a photo ._. so i walked over to her & asked "Whats that?" , As she lifted the photo up to my sight, i noticed she was facing the ground, so i couldn't really make out of what she really looked like o_O

as i slowly took the photo away from her to have a complete look .. In the photo was a picture of me & a girl, I quickly chucked it away because i didn't wanna feel that heartache again ..

As i searched through the other photo's , a video played above the photo's & played those type of memories that made you smile, laugh & even cry .. a memory that made a big impact on your life, a memory of someone that possibly changed your life. As i said , i didn't wanna face another heartache .. so i walked away from the video, the pictures and the girl ...

as i walked away , i felt this hand stopping me by the shoulder & as i turned around , she wasn't looking down at the floor this time, she was looking at me ; i finally knew who she was .. her face was someone who i once loved, someone that made a huge impact in my life ... as i looked at her , she slowly closed her eyes & collapsed right infront of me ... I caught her before she hit the ground ..........


& thats when i woke up >< thats why i wanted to go back to sleep and know what happened after i caught her :/

because my bestfriend Jellie searches up dream dictionaries after she dreams .. i did the same thing :L

To dream that you ex has died, indicates that your feelings for you ex are completely dead now. The dream is a metaphor of how you have let go of the past and are ready to move on and fully devote yourself to new relationships.

EPIC FAIL ~ TT

WASUP WASUP XP

Okhay ` because i didn't get the chance to blog about my day yesterday; imma do that only cause it was one of my interesting days >___> Yeah , aiight .

That morning I was forced to wake up around 9.30 getting ready for church & So i did :] & during that time , i was facebooking` on my phone & found 1 Notification from my dear friend , Salina Nguyen :P .
& from then ` we would've pretty much been facebooking each other the whole day if only my battery didn't die on me T______T ANYWAYS, after church ` i went with my mate; Nelson to the connect group & watevss .. We ended up going to this randoms place & DUDE ` he has like effing 4 Xbox's hahaha , i was like "Deenggg , rich gwilo's these days haha" ...

We played the only game you could play on xbox called "Halo" XD , i've never actually played it properly :] THEN these 2 random dudes come through the door .. like effing hardkore halo kient "OMG I'LL BEAT YOU, OMFG I KNOW THIS MAP LIKE YESTERDAY, OMG ..." . T___T .. full on halo warrior dude , at first i found it amusing , but when they were actually playing halo with us .. made me not wanna play =L . they were like after each kill "HAHAHAHA it's not about the killing, it's all about teamwork" *pounds fist* ... and i just sat there all silent >__> .. I wasn't really playing halo that much , i'd usually hide in the corner & go bak to my phone & start texting friends :P & THOSE EFFING HALO WARRIORS were losing because i wasn't helping them T_T .. even threatning me that they'd kick me outta their team if i didn't start helping & when i did start playing ; i'd accidetally kill them *cough* sif accidentall *cough* LOLOL

&& then wen after around 4.30 , we all headed to youth at my church Hillsong Brisbane Church ; up near Garden city :P . NOT IN GARDEN CITY , near garden city :] anywhoo ; when we got to youth . we & these other boys ` we played touch , effing got tired after 30 mins ROFL so unfit haha .. this is where my mobile phone died on me >___> too much facebooking my dear friend salina , IT DIED -.-"


During youth, it was soooo effinggg borrringgggggggg thougghhhh . sorryyy T__T ` i just wanted to go home that day .. wasn't really in the mood for youth :S ANYWAYS after youth , guess i take bak when i sed boring youth haha . coz after youth, we played touch agen & EFFING DUDE :@ these two gwilo poop eating fagnut in the assholessss kept cheating in the game , like dude , saying "Dropouts for pussys!" .. & i was unfortunately in their team >___> such faggotsss , cheating throughout the whole game ANYWAYS my only favourite memory was that i stepped their whole team =P they were all like "WTF THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY TOUCH !! " .. hahahaha ` thats what i kinda said at the start anyways "awww dude , how do you play touch ><" .. how do you play?" .. *Kenny gets ball & steps their whole team* LOL

Thats all about it; my day yesterday .. cbf takling about today , all we did was try to kick a water bottle off the water taps =L hahahaha ;D

Latahs``

Cleaning cleaning cleaning ;

I woke up around 8.30am & straight away had to do the dishes, clean up the whole kitchen etc. T__T
& then had to help my mum take the mattresses outta the shed, into my lidool sisters bedroom for the reason is that shes finally getting her own room since she had to share it with my older sister who is now sharing a room with her children :] mattresses look pretty dirty thoughs D:

Once all the mattress were all in her room, & went straight to the pool and sat on one of em`steps with my feet dipped into the water, while I was on my phone "facebooking" . hahah ;D
From there, just continuously kept fb`ing a ninja wannabe named Salina ;] haha mad chik (Y)
I was supposedly cleaning the pool , like scooping the leaves off the surface & scrub the floor of the pool .. but it then it got wayyy too hot , so i stopped & took at break ;D ,

I went to the shed and DUDE i found my long lost skateboard .. it's been ages since i've skateboarded hahaha ; ever since grade 5 i've stopped skateboarding because i had more interest in something else kalled the "PS2" . ROFL! , when i found my skateboard in the shed, I straight away placed it on the ground , stood on it & did an ollie (a jump) LOL for those who dont know what an ollie is =L 5 mins later , got bored of the skateboard (probably gonna ride the skateboard down the road sometime this week for old times xD haha) & went straight into my room to clean up the mess i made T____T sneezed hardkore to my days ` non-stop ; effing pee`d me off -.-" oh well . i'll live xD So i kinda stop cleaning for awhile (More like Cbf`d) , i went on facebook again on my phone & continue'd talking to ninjabum; salina . haha shes kool (x

& then i watched suddenly 30 ; pretty funny i rekon at some scenes where shes acting like a lidool kid even though shes 30 years old =L Then after , i went onto the computer & did my rap battle with my dear friend; Angel Vo (Effing pro I tell you haha) .

This was my first rap battle with Angel
ROFL!

*starts beatboxing*
i met this chick named angel, she was like no other
even though i've met her under a month , shes alredy my big brother *ROFL!*

*stuffs up & starts again xD*

REEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWINNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDD
*starts to beatbox again*
i met this chik named angel vo, shes so fly
like you've never seen before , shes'll like an angel in the sky
even though i've only known her for a short period of time
alredy i know , that shes worth more than just a dime
it came to start with just a random add
from then, it was the best that i've ever had
she may be just a random asian up on the streets

although she knows how to take it against the heats ... *EPIC FAIL . HAHAHA *

This was her RAP back at me ;D

LOL !



There's this boy , more like a friend ; kenny is the name and the friendship will never end.
From that moment we were true friends i know i could believe ; that we are 'forever' and i'll never run.
Both of us know that what we share is something no other can experience or replace ; and you think i'm pro ? we'll i think you are ACE !
Kenny is my friend and is like a brother ; loving him from the bottom of my heart as a friend isn't such a bother ;
Even only knowing him for a short period of time ; i guess i know that he's a friend of mine.
One2step there i go ; walking towards him ; 'whatsup bro'. i'll hang awhile jst to chill ; Shout him food ? OFCOS I WILL ;
that what friends are for and believe or not ; who cares who really is tall (:
what really matters is the bond that was have grew closer with ; I'm cooler and pretty ? i say ' SIF '.

(I Tell you now ` Shes pro at this stuff compared to me =L)

Much love Angel Vo .x3 haha

Thats all for today ;D
PS. Sorry if i haven't been blogging as much because i CBF most of the time or maybe coz my day was pretty boring and no point telling you's about it . haha

LATAHS .``

Sick Boy Alert D:

Today I was supposed to go to school & head to southbank reallllyyy early to meet a good friend, but unfortunately, I woke up with a bad cough & couldn't go anywhere >< so i kalled her up saying i couldn't make it , all ends in well ;]
``My sickness was bad enough it made breathing hurt D: So when everyone left to go to skool, work, tafe etc. I woke up around 11.00 & drank HEAPSSSSS of water and now my coughy sore throat it gone . (= just gotta spit out some gooey stuff .. you know haha x]

I was soooo effing bored today, couldn't do anything T_T .. "why didn't you use the computer?" .. well maybe coz my parents put a password on all the computers keeping me from using it alot >___>

faaaa ANYWAYS , I got to talk to my favourite godsister of all time, CHANTEL ^^ Havn't talked to her in ages D: . love chantel heaps ;D . haha ` anyways , we just talked about everything that we havn't told each other about :] pretty much about life, love etc . (=
but then a few hours later .. she had to go because her mum arrived =/

So i went off & turned the TV on & watched this movie on channel 7 kalled "My Boss's Daughter" . LOL pretty funny :] & then my mum came a few hours later & told me to pick my neice up from primary skool >___> faaaa , it was harddd . if only lidool asian kids didn't look all the same ROFL ... EVENTUALLY i found her in the office T____T XD & had to carry her bike to the car because apparently it was "Bike Day" at macG primary . haha (x

Well thats about it , except some fagnut running away again, giving my parents a hard time --" selfish keint ; oh well >___>

Anyways NOW thats about it haha :] Latahs .``

Raymond`s House

Yesterday, all us asians all headed to Raymonds place for a BBQ to celebrate

.. Raymond&Jenna`s 17 month anniversary ♥

We all sat in the lounge eating the BBQ`d food while watching Never Back Down xD Such a hardkore movie haha . After the movie finished; Me & Peter sparred because we were so pumped up coz of the movie ROFL & then Chloe + Jenna got their boxing gloves & started beating me to death ==" haha :]
& then i started playing the guitar with steph on the ant infested grass ROFL! & taught raymonds brother; Gavin to play "Officially missing you" on guitar ;D I`m such a crap teacher HAHAHA

During the Afternoon; people had to go back home D: except for the people that was sleeping over, me in particular ;D haha
That night` Raymond, Peter, Kelvin & I, all climbed up onto raymonds roof & just sat there singing random songs found on Peter`s phone XD

We all stayed up until 4.30 watching "The Ring" the only people that survived to watch the whole movie was Jae, Peter, Kelvin & Kenny XD . haha ! All the rest fell asleep .. like raymond =L

& when the movie finished , We started to watch random stuff on youtube like Robot DBZ or sumfing . LOL & Black comedians haha ; crack ups & then eventually we all slept ;D

NEXT DAY

ALL boys played dota that morning while i continued to play the guitar since i`m not that into dota ROFL & then when they finished, We all watched Role Models . effing funny az movie hahaha , then Jae & John left for home ; few mins after them I left for home too :]
Funnest Days I`ve had xD

Well thats all for today . hahaha ;]

Takecares Peace.``
Ps. I'm happy & back to my normal life again :]

` Favourite Song ATM xD

- Keep Her - Claude Kelly

I need to walk away

Although it hurts to notice your back with him .. All i can do is smile & step back now for the reason being that's all I needed to help me get over you including this heartache.

The feeling was good while it lasted but i realized in the end ..

... A Fairytale cant be repeated ...

It was my fault to let go in the first place and i`m sorry for everything I did in the past; but i still love you with all my heart except I cant show it anymore as it will push more memories into my mind of all the things we went through together & i know that it will make it more difficult for me to let go ..
I wanted to show you many things, but i guess they'll be hidden away for awhile .. I tried to believe in fate .. I thought this was my fate

... was to be with you ...

I don't know how you were able to make me fall deeper for you knowingly that you loved him more .. I guess this is the end , I`m done with this feeling . I need to be happy again . Thank you for everything

... I love you ...